Thursday April 1, 2004

I’ve been feeling really apathetic and down lately, and it just occurred to me yesterday that this could be because of hormones.  Duh.  *sigh*  This isn’t a very good time to be blue and low-energy, because I need to finish the LARP and get started with classwork.  Instead I just want to curl up in a ball or something.  I dunno.  Whenever I think about anything I get unhappy about myself and it sort of spirals downwards so I’m trying to keep myself distracted and thus my mind is pretty blank. 

Comments 4

  1. troglodyteking wrote:

    That sounds remarkably like my mood lately, although more just generally apathetic.  I blame stress and the heat, though.

    Posted 01 Apr 2004 at 23:57
  2. jean_nie wrote:

    so weird.. i’ve been feeling kind of down and tired lately too.. and it’s spring! hope you feel better :)

    Posted 02 Apr 2004 at 03:38
  3. Prismakaos wrote:

    mmmph.  yeah, bout the same here too.  i blame jetlag.

    Posted 02 Apr 2004 at 12:18
  4. SoloMio wrote:

    i am a little church(no great cathedral…
    -e.e. cummings

    i am a little church(no great cathedral)
    far from the splendor and squalor of hurrying cities
    -i do not worry if briefer days grow briefest,
    i am not sorry when sun and rain make april

    my life is the life of the reaper and the sower;
    my prayers are prayers of earth’s own clumsily striving
    (finding and losing and laughing and crying)children
    whose any sadness or joy is my grief or my gladness

    around me surges a miracle of unceasing
    birth and glory and death and resurrection:
    over my sleeping self float flaming symbols
    of hope,and i wake to a perfect patience of mountains

    i am a little church(far from the frantic
    world with its rapture and anguish)at peace with nature
    -i do not worry if longer nights grow longest;
    i am not sorry when silence becomes singing

    winter by spring,i lift my diminutive spire to
    merciful Him Whose only now is forever:
    standing erect in the deathless truth of His presence
    (welcoming humbly His light and proudly His darkness)

    Posted 05 Apr 2004 at 14:35

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