Down the Rabbit Hole

For some reason I’m feeling happy. I don’t have much homework, I watched a movie today and didn’t work, and even though I’m getting sick, my life is just fine. People I know seem to be happy for me, which reminds me to be happy for myself. It also helps when certain people call me… *smiles* Always makes me wonder how I could ever have been annoyed. Sometimes I feel like my friends are really deep and I’m not. Sure, we goof off on the surface, but I used to have something more to me below the surface, and now I just read other people’s weblogs and wish I were that thoughtful. Oh well. I guess I will keep up my hopes for the return of my ability to philosophize once I get into college. Until then, I’ll just have to philosophize vicariously through my intelligent and pensive friends.