The horror of unmet deadlines

Here I was thinking my horrible week was finally over. I was even enjoying an evening with my friends. Then something really depressing occurred to me: February only has 28 days, which means that as of today, it is March 1st and I have probably missed at least 3 financial-aid related deadlines, not to mention the scholarship that I blew off by choice. Why can’t I get on top of my life? I feel like banging my head against the wall because I feel like I try but I never try hard enough…I could always have been that much more organized and met all my deadlines. AAAAARRRGGGHHH.

Why me?

Why can’t I stay on top of it all?

I don’t even want to confirm that I actually did miss the deadlines because that would just depress me even more. Or make me panic. But there’s nothing I can do! I can’t go back in time and go to the office to pick up my GPA verification form when I should have, and I can’t go back in time to a weekday when I could have called colleges about financial aid. *whimper*


Oh well. I guess life will go on for the moment and I’ll just suffer the consequences later.

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